Chris Perkins
My sister my best friend it's been over a year since you left .its been a roller coaster for me .sorry I haven't wrote on here for along time . I miss you so bad some days I just cant deal with it I miss my big sis you've always been by my side now I have breast cancer on the other side it has spread to my bones no cure and my lungs are shot I'm on oxygen and I'm looking real old . I need you by my side through this , I know your here in spirit but that's not the same. I know I'm being selfish but I want you back . That's not right you wasnt happy at all here and now I'm suffering hoping to come be with you soon . It's not real fun to suffer like this now I know how you felt .didnt you tell me one day I would know? Well you was right .bren god I miss you so bad and I love you .I hope your up there with sheldon and kurt and parents and cant forget quizzy and ziggy TILL WE MEET AGAIN my sweet sister